Wednesday, June 23, 2004

*jumps around*
i'm bored...
can something exciting pls happen?

Posted by Jeannie at 9:25 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

haha i love the concert! it was basically a success! haha i love every song, esp ross roy and the end! brings back the various memories in the past when i was so young at sec1 and played it! hai... i miss band lots! haha saw many ppl there lah..
haha at the end of the concert cx stood up and led all of us alumni in the band cheer and hip hip hurrays! haha wah i din know he so outgoing loh.. but he helped spice up the concert! haha not bad ah...
went back cchs when them and cx made a speech to the whole band.. i think he is a born leader ba, haha... then we all walked to the old airport rd place to eat! haha on the way me and lookit called poor geraldine on her hp and phone and tortured her! haha was amusing lah, made the journey seemed shorter! haha...
nice nice day! eek i feel tired...

read this on ru ai's blog... was touched..hey ppl tho this is long, read it properly if u are free:
i'll miss all our trgs.
d gossip session b4 trg.
d revolting smell of d storeroom.
gng to d pe dept to borrow pump.
filling d water tank.
knocking dried up mud off our boots.
and d incident xt had w d ants in her boots. lol.
searching hi and low for missing boots.
d 2 rds of jogging and athr gossip session during warm up.
my pick my place. pop passing.
50 75 100.
and our ways to wriggle outta doing complete sets.
doing 3-punches. d satisfaction of reaching half field within 3 punches.
realignment drill..altho its a killer.
farrer park drill. bigger killer.
d tyms we injured ourselves on d field and d whole team comes running towards d casualty.
how we dread getting injured cos it'll mean no playing.
d stupid dances i used to do on d field. (w wen too! aha.)
d frenlys w d guys. showering em w ugly names. lol.
how me ren and pee injured our arms and shoulders while learning how to dive properly.
ren and her dive-phobia. ahaha. how we alw try to get her to dive.
d way we cheered each other on.
'c'mon girls! its ok its ok! doing fine! jiayou!'
d way we alw had to ask 'who's towel is dis?' or 'who wants to keep boots in d store?'
how we alw had to rush to d gate aft trgs to prevent being locked in.
den gng over to d hawker hv dessert. yet athr gossip session.
our team talks aft evy game whr we'll sit in a circle and evyone will hv a chance to say sthg. most of d tym xt will say d most thgs. lol.
d way we use cones and water bottles to demo moves or concepts.
how i alw ask evyone not to sit on d poor balls.
how me and xt alw wna use the summit ball.
d names we came up w for each o/r during 3on3. ugly one, long legs, skinny one, gong gong, black one..
d tym we went to peiqin's place to bake d cheesecakes and brownies for vday. den trying to sell it d next day.
how we alw try to convince each o/r tt our legs and thighs are not fat.
our ban on illegal foodstuff. which eventually died off..aha.
how we tried to get evyone psyched and ready for matches. even to d extent of making xiaowei scold jeannie. lol.
how we jumped skipped and hopped ecstatically on d field aft beating certain teams.
how we sweat and pant tog.
how we looked so tired and breathless, yet nbdy ever complains.
how we worked towards d same goal. d same target.
d way we played and inspired as a team.
d ups and downs we went thru tog.
making it to d league finals.
getting 2nd.
cried tog and swore to do bett.
d tyms when we had to do sprints evyday. 25sets of 20m.
our video sessions. and hearing ourselves whine abt how ugly/fat/bulky/stupid we look on tv.
our common disliking for d field ppl. alw come and invade our area. rah.
how we lyked to poke fun at polly, suzy and o/r beings frm o/r teams.
how we poked fun at each o/r! ren's osteoporosis. lina's high pitched voice. beni's high pitched but inaudible voice. xt's way of sha-jiao-ing and her face tt turns red in a split sec. meng's way of hopping ard lyk a kangaroo. wen's whining abt her self esteem. manda alw so gong and lost. xiaowei alw being soooo sao1. and my fucks and wad-hv-yous.
how we stood up for one athr. cursing swearing and diaoing whoever tt has d guts to mess w us. haha.
yck stadium.
farrer park.
our train rides aft matches and frenlys. how we stink up the carriage and create so much noise.
d desert-like field in tj. how we hated it cos even rain cnt savage it.
but tts whr we spent d most tym tog. slogged tog.

i love all TJ touch ruggers!!

Posted by Jeannie at 1:42 AM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

sometimes i wonder wads the use of a blog.. is it to let out all the bottled up emotions u have, to let out all the things tt can't to told to anyone else, or is it just a place where u type and shallowly let ppl know wads going on at the surface, but not inside? its getting to be too much of a facade..

Posted by Jeannie at 1:04 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004

haha the bbq was ok ba, rather awkward at 1st... 2 major cliques of lieyang's class 15/03 and his ex sec4 class.. basically we all just minded our own business.. haha but it was fun carrying the tent back! haha very funny actually... anyway a note to CY: haha i was so so so relieved HE din come k.. haha i was contemplating asking u to rescue me if it did happen anyway...

haha joanna is so sweet to lieyang! then julie and hon inn also very sweet.. haha sweetest is cheeming and evonne le... me and haoting walked back to parkway with them and all the while observing them in an amused manner... cuz they too sweet le.. hai the envious feeling just cannot be shaken away...

i'm so happy now!! haha... dun ask why! *grinz*

Posted by Jeannie at 11:47 PM

hey laogong dear.. haha i miss my old self too, and his old self!
sometimes ppl just get tired of being nice to everyone, it doesn't take much effort, but an effort nonetheless.. when u are exhausted, frustrated and down, tt little effort often turns into a huge one...
haha i dun remem a time when my patience can run out this quickly.. i dun take insults very well anymore, i've basically become a less patient, less nice, less helpful person... in place we have a person who criticizes more, complains more and smile less...
i've changed, and i dun like it one bit. =(

june 18th... its been a long long time since i take notice of the 18th day of each month.. it would have been our 2 yr 1 month anni if we are still together.. u know wad? the hurt is not there anymore, i only think of u occasionally, and without hatred.. haha time can heal all wounds, even those tt felt like it wun nv ever recover.. din wan to mention all this, but u've been in my dreams for 3 days le.. stay out of my dreams!!! *grumbles*

Posted by Jeannie at 12:13 AM

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

haha dear joan laogong! yah lah some ppl just like to give out the wrong signals ba... haha we'll have to be careful not to catch and believe the wrong signals then! haha...
just came back from rugby junior treat senior... haha was at taka seoul garden! haha quite fun lah everyone looked so pretty! haha was touched when coach gave us all a photo frame with our pic! haha it was her bday too... happy day today! *grinz*
tml going out to mug le.. hai literature here i come...

Posted by Jeannie at 12:16 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

haha today's entry dedicated to a good friend called Shi Hong.. oh well its time to give credit to ppl whos been there for me and a gd friend to me ba.. haha wei i mention you le k!
whew been studying maths.. its a killer.. haha jiayou tml too!!

Posted by Jeannie at 12:07 AM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

an afterthought: why do ppl always do silly things for the ppl they like?
haha advice to ppl who like to act rashly and then regret after it... when its night time, bury your head under the pillow and go slp! haha dun think or else you'll really do sth tt you'll regret..
*yawnz* tired le.. haha..

Posted by Jeannie at 12:38 PM

haha suddenly today i'm amused by how some ppl can dunnoe tt u like them... and some think tt u like them but actually dun... how do ppl judge whether tt person like you or not? by words? actions? haha... some ppl can be very misleading, and some can be so subtle tt u dun even know they like you.. haha am i talking rubbish? but it makes sense to me lah.. haha must be same frequency then can understand!
actually when a person wake every morning, he/she can decide wad mood they wan to be in. so every morning when the stupid alarm clock rings, you wake and and decide wad kind of mood u wanna be in.. u decide to be happy, and throughout the day u try to be happy and subconciously u will be happy, u see things in a happier light.. oh well tt works for me.. haha a suggestion for those ppl who are depressed tts all.. try it and really believe u can be happy and u will be.
haha yay jeannie will be a happy girl!!

Posted by Jeannie at 12:10 PM

haha woke up early and went cchs band today! studied abit of geog... teached the sec1s how to play "Home on the Range".. believe me, teaching tt was hard enough.. but i have LOTS of patience!!! *grinz* <-----thick skin.
haha an ok day i guess, saw junmin,nasir,ivan,cx,derui,shu'en ( and shu'en, i do not have a secret bf! haha i have a laogong! *cheeky grin* its a girl lah ).. haha spent the whole afternoon stoning and play bball.. and tt cx bully me! haha ok lah is i stupid.. ppl bball pro ma! haha so in the end had to do pumpings.. now abit muscle ache.. <--- weak girl!!!
then went for dinner with family.. and with yeewen's family too! eh ok lah we one big family eat dinner.. haha..
i wanna go aust!!! hai lucky lucky juniors... it sounds fun loh...

Posted by Jeannie at 12:30 AM

Friday, June 11, 2004

hai why does it always seem as though i'm the one bothering you?
so now i'm not going to try,
i'm going to ignore your existence.
i'm going to live for myself, not you.
bye forever.

Posted by Jeannie at 9:24 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

i found my pri sch classmate!!! haha i can't believe i see him after 6 years!
haha haven't blogged properly in a long time, too busy..
haha okie i'll start with monday! haha.. went for the astro Xchallenge, reached tj at a horrendous 630 to lug the telescope with mitchelle.. haha actually other than being abit boring the comp was ok.. haha thanx mum and dad for fetching me! if not i'll have to go home from boon lay and will only reach the next morning! hee.. realised i have 4 guy seniors and a female one.. and they all in NUS/NTU le! haha and they are all interesting ppl and all astronomy pros! very cool! haha...wah we were sitting behind a row of RJ year ones during the comp.. trust me, u cant find more childish and nerdy guys than them le.. got one which look like he still in pri sch guy was quarreling loudly with his teammate.. extremely thick skin and immature.. and i glared at him! cuz his range of 'colourful' language was so vast and crude tt i was amazed.. *shakes head*

on tuesday 2nd day of comp, din get into finals but haha its ok! only me and mitch turned up to watch.. quite interesting, PJC won in the end.. haha realised the 4 seniors like to talk alot.. i like Jignesh! haha he is very cute, his actions always very funny.. shiqin look like teddy bear, rarely talk, keep smiling.. zhaoyong is the pro in the group ba.. haha knowledgeable! oh yah and victor, victor is the newest senior we met.. and he has a great smile!! oops.. haha *grinz* went to Singapore Poly with them to watch the venus transit!
i like the SP astro vice president! haha she is very friendly and showed us the venus transit.. quite fun there, took a group photo with them too! haha actually we should have contact with all the astro pres of diff schs in s'pore, will learnn more things! ah this is when i found my pri sch classmate Thomas! haha he recognised me 1st.. i took a min to register who he is.. wah we lost conatct for 6 yrs!! haha we were both surprised.. and exchanged contacts before i went off! haha we were like "byebye!!" waved to each other and turn to walk away then suddenly both of us turned back at the same time and take out hp to get numbers.. haha glad to find a friend back!
then went to meet Shu'en, Junin and Ivan to go nasir's passing out parade at police academy.. haha forgot how lame Ivan can be, but he kept me entertained throughout the ceremony! haha nasir got the best trainee award!!!! haha proud of him! and he have rank now! haha....

wednesday today! haha been raining the whole day... i like rainy days.. haha for a reason tts long and in which i dun wish to say...

Posted by Jeannie at 2:54 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

wah firstly i'm guilty for oversleeping and din go astro meeting in the morning.. haha oops... then went sentosa today! was an enjoyable experience..
wah i have to be at tj by 630 in the morning tml... tt sounds horrible.. tts the time i get out of the house to go to sch... means i have to wake at wad, 5? and last all the way to 10 plus and then go home from boonlay/buona vista... right... i'm a super girl...

Posted by Jeannie at 9:34 PM

it was a nice day... went cchs band in the morning with fumin and nasir, listened to the sec ones, nearly died... haha saw the attendance, everyone except yeewen all missing in action.. other than tt, everything was fine... went parkway with nasir, fumin din come cuz he meeting friend at bugis.. went rugby after tt, haha played quite well, won the matches and went to fight for 1st and 2nd with hcjc.. hai but then we lasted quite long yet in the last min they broke thru and scored.. haha but then we were all happy and everything le lah, took our medals and were taking photos like mad! haha then went eat dinner with coach! haha i love tabi, i love tj touch rugby team! haha they really bring excitement and happiness to my life... haha... most of them at xueting's house stay overnight! *envious*

Posted by Jeannie at 12:55 AM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

wah haha i have only a short time to blog cuz both my sis and dad wan to use the com! haha i'll leave them to fight it out among themselves later =P
haha charles is good! been listening to his "more than words" for days.. haha...
vesak day holiday! haha went expo for the foodfair.. was practically squeezed to death there... haha then went airport! realised i like going to airport! haha.. cuz sec4 prelims i studied there with him and classmates.. then last yr for TJ mid yr i also studied there with sheena, felicia they all.. haha.. it gives me a homey feeling.. *grinz*
wah tml early morning must reach tj for the astro meeting, followed by the geography presentation at 1130.. haha then i can go cchs band!! haha supposed to help yeewen buy her lunch.. haha... nasir just asked me to go for some police day parada at the police academy tml at 6.. haha thinking whether i wanna go..

i don't wanna know

i don't wanna know
if you're playing me, keep it on the low
'cause my heart can't take it anymore
and if you're creeping, please don't let it show
oh baby, i don't wanna know

oh baby
i think about it when i hold you
when looking in your eyes, i can't believe
i don't need to know the truth
baby keep it to yourself

i don't wanna know
if you're playing me, keep it on the low
'cause my heart can't take it anymore
and if you're creeping, please don't let it show
oh baby, i don't wanna know

did he touch you better then me (touch you better then me)
did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (do to me baby)
if you're better off that way (better off that way)
baby what i like to say (all that i can say)
go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(stay away from me baby)

i don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
i know when you in the house or when you cruisin
it's been proven, my love you abusin
i can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
undecided, i came and provided ma
my undivided, you came and denied it (why)
don't even try it, i know when you lyin (i know when you lyin)
don't even do that, i know why you cryin (stop cryin)
i'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
that i don't wanna let you go (i don't wanna let you go)
and i don't wanna let you leave
can't say i didn't let you breathe
gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
you wanted ice so i made you freeze
made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
now it's time you invest in me
'cause if not then it's best you leave
holla, yeah

i don't wanna know
if you're playing me, keep it on the low
'cause my heart can't take it anymore
and if you're creeping, please don't let it show
oh baby, i don't wanna know


Posted by Jeannie at 7:03 PM

hai even the com wanna bully me...
publish this post or i promise i'll throw u out of the window k.
hai i will give up, today, this moment, right now.
wonder how many times i've said tt.. once? twice? a million?
we really are drifting, and u are the cause of it all...
whatever.

Posted by Jeannie at 12:18 AM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say
but if you only knew
How easy it would be
To show me how you feel
More than words
Is all you have to do
To make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do
If my heart was torn in two
More than words
To show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

It's more than words
It's more than what you say
It's the things you do
Oh yeah
It's more than words
It's more than what you say
It's the things you do
Oh yeah

Now I've tried to
Talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do
Is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands

And touch me
Hold me close
Don't ever let me go
More than words
Is all I ever needed
You to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do
If my heart was torn in two
More than words
To show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Posted by Jeannie at 6:18 PM

hai wads your problem??!!
i give up..
i wonder how many times i have said tt..
this time i'm seriously seriously going to do it.
wadever.

Posted by Jeannie at 12:10 AM