Monday, February 27, 2006

i still cant believe doron bought the pink N6111 for me.

i am so happy la!

wisma nokia shop said they sold the last one in the morning and i was so disappointed.
and i just bought the LAST one in CK Tang!

not tt i like pink, but its just so nice.

http://www.slashphone.com/87/3415.html

thanx darling. =)

Posted by Jeannie at 12:01 AM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

ignore the previous post.

feeling passed le though i'm still disturbed by it.
y is it tt always in a point in relationship i'll think abt ending it as its just so mundane. and not exciting anymore, though still sweet and loving...

wadever. must be too tired. and forgetting to take out contact lens and slept with them the whole night.

Posted by Jeannie at 1:44 PM

weird day with weird emotions..

saw him online, so talked to him.
and this weird feeling just rose.
its like my heart constricted abit, painfully.
floods of memories came back.

and i pushed them away.

now i cant get rid of tt weird feeling.

why am i feeling this way? its not right.

help.

or was i wrong in the 1st place to choose him over him...
when he did so much for me
and waited so long...

Posted by Jeannie at 1:08 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

hahaha wah i kena ponded ytd and today. -_- ytd is cuz i innocently enough to go pass xuanjie something and get carried with both hands and legs by 4 guys to the guys toilet to pond.
and today is cuz of chio la! hahaha the guys were so bored they decided to pond level 7 girls but they only managed to pond one cuz her screaming led to all of the others bolting their doors. haha 4 of us who were at choir missed out this ponding frenzy and when we came back loudly discussed at the corridor of how lucky we were... haha and all along tt chio was in shyuan's room listening and he stealthily msged the guys and they came for another round of ponding. this time karen got caught. hahaha and so me cailin and yingying decided to get even and went down to rescue karen while trying to pond the guys. which ending up with a struggle and intensive pail hurling water splashing, soaping of hair in the level 6 guys toilet.

damn fun.

hahaha oops but our commotion led to master coming and chiding us. but by then everyone was wet la and ended up waiting for turns to bathe. haha and poor francis had his "xx" scratched and bleeding cuz we tried to grab him as he was the skinniest and we almost tore his singlet (who ask u wear singlet).

this is when hall life is fun, girls pitted against guys, ponding sessions, eating supper together, shouting across corridors for things, or just advertise wad u wan (ie. if u need a stapler or wan a song) and you'll get it.

swoc.has.it

check this webby out for cheap and nice flowers for vday!!
meanwhile i haven finish my midterm essay!

Posted by Jeannie at 3:00 AM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

tt day i was waiting for the bus and it stubbornly refused to come. and then i was missing joan! haha cuz i remem in the past when the bus take very long to come i'll just sms her to complain. then after i send her the sms my bus will come le.

now tt she is in UK, no more buses appearing magically. =(
laogong, come back la pls!

trying hard to catch up on studies as its rather neglected, with hall activites and all.. readings not read, projects not done. so screwed!

at times i really love hall life, tts when i'm not trying to rush ard completing everything and trying to multi-task like a mad woman. tt really puts me off hall. and at those times i'll always ask myself how come i'm rushing ard doing all these things not getting paid and when ppl dun appreciate it when my main purpose is to study in NUS.

but then, times when things are finally completed at the end of the day, knowing tt ppl are also slogging hard beside you, supporting each other, things get done, and u feel the love for hall. and one gd example is today, IHG closing, where us SWOCs can finally get a breather and can rest after a hard day of lessons instead of rushing to cheer at 6 everyday and starving till the match end and then eating the by-then soggy food.

hahaha one thing i can say is, we survived IHG!! and CNY. and we can survive Vday together. =)

Posted by Jeannie at 3:42 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

Hai. Hall life is killing me seriously.
i keep having to remind myself everyday tt i'm an enthu person who is ultra active in hall so my life can be more interesting.
WAIT.
is it more interesting now? am i happily busy?
i suddenly realised tt when ppl say do things for hall, cheer for hall, play for hall, strive for hall, its all bullshit.

wad is hall and hall life? does loving hall means loving that building or loving the ppl inside? everyday when i do things i have to remind myself tt i love hall cuz we are a bunch of young enthusiastic people working together and creating a fruitful uni life together.

but? wad i feel everyday is ppl dun care. they dun care if its urgent, dun care about cheering for games. dun care abt blk supper. they expect the best from ppl but nv from themselves. wad do they do? complain and complain and complain the whole freaking day like a run-down radio. they expect blk supper to drop from the sky. they expect u to be able to cheer loud enough to cover up for all 10/20 of them who cant be bothered to cheer for their friends but they are bothered tt u nv cheer loud and zai enough.

is this my hall life? rushing here and there the whole day neglecting family and impt ppl in my life? having no time to do schwork? worrying incessantly the whole day abt things tts not done and then trying to get ppl to do it but they keep escaping and u keep calling and smsing the whole stupid day just to get something simple done? having to feel guilty when u have to sacrifice hall events for family or vice versa?

why did i get myself into such a big mess?

i wan out. now.

Posted by Jeannie at 2:03 PM