Sunday, March 13, 2005

i seriously dun understand wad happened.

dun care le. thanks for not being there when i needed u all the most. thanks for accusing me of changing. thanks to saying i have attitude change when u all din bother to really find out wad happened. thanks for breaking my heart and still accusing me of ruining something called friends forever. even after knowing me for 2 yrs is this all u all understand abt me? tt i am such a person?

i love you all. even if u all dun believe me.

Posted by Jeannie at 2:44 AM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

i got molested by this stupid bangala on the mrt. *grrr*

bad start to a day. =( lazy blog le.

Posted by Jeannie at 1:04 AM

Monday, March 07, 2005

oops. how long havent i blogged? i bet my blog is now neglected and read by no one cuz i nv blog. hahaha.. ok i am blogging cuz xtina told me to blog TWICE. or was it thrice? haha anyway, since she asked, i shall blog.

results were disappointing. enough said, no one shall ask me how i fare, thank you.

lots have happened since i last blogged, i have changed jobs! haha now working at fuji xerox building at tanjong pagar, scanning, chopping, stapling, typing the whole day.. well, i dunnoe, working there has its pros and cons. one thing is tt you dun have to be at the beck and call of customers, u dun have to carry heavy plates, get dirty and sweaty, be under the scrutiny of managers, get scolded when ppl get into bad moods.

BUT. i miss cartel ppl. they are definitely more interesting and fun. well, they all range along the same age as me, unlike at the admin workplace. haha but then the ppl at prudential are all crazy ppl too. but there is this link, this unexplainable home feeling to cartel tt we all can feel after working there which is hard to shake off. you find yourself thinking abt who is on shift at the moment, how they are doing and such. we have no problem always gg cartel and just sit ard, talk and joke like its a 2nd home.

i dun mind ppl not agreeing to this feeling. scold me stupid, scold me crazy. just dun ridicule it. waitressing ight not be the most prestigious job ard, but tts not the pt. its wrong to say i gained nothing from it, tt i learned nothing. seeing things through the eyes of ppl who toil and work hard to serve, all the more i despise ppl who look down and disagree on benefits of the job. ppl in cartel dun work there cuz of low qualifications. i know of lots there who get uni education and still work there. F and B itself is knowledge. no one is to say tt running a business like tt is easy, its more complicated than it is to the eyes of customers who just sit there and order ppl ard.

heh. why did i get agitated suddenly? weird. i sort of miss cartel. miss having ppl to joke and laugh with during work. but now tt i dun work weird irregular workshifts, its abt time to meet up with long lost friends.

Posted by Jeannie at 11:54 PM