Tuesday, January 30, 2007

lost my laptop.

in the depths of despair now.

ahhhhhhhh why i so stupid. leave on the bus.

im sad.

Posted by Jeannie at 12:58 AM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

my laptop is dying.

1. i can't charge it properly, i have to twist the charger into this weird angle to charge.
2. i dropped it last june and there is gap on the top tt i can look in and see mechanical parts.
3. my touch pad doesn't detect my finger taps anymore.

and i lost my invoice to prove my warranty! and i cant remem how many yrs warranty i have. from all the probs, i could probably buy a new lappie with all the repair costs if no more warranty. =(

BUT. the wonders of the internet again. acer webbie, type in serial number and tadah!! i have 3 yrs warranty hahahahha. happy.

down to the laptop hospital tml.

went ikea today, a sunday.

and i bloody hate to be in the same place with so so so many kiasu, brainless and rude singaporeans.

pushing the trolley full of food with my mum and sis behind me, we headed to the cashier.

and the space btwn wasnt spacious.

and this lady in green pushing a empty trolley who should be entering by this 2 other entrances instead of trying to barge down the cashier line appear in front of me.

and forced me, my mum and sis and the big trolley of food to backtrack for her and her empty trolley to go past. without even an excuse me.

HOW STUPID CAN YOU GET?! no thank you no nothing. totally rude and inconsiderate.

then we walk ard and went to look on swivel chairs.

then my sis say this nice one on display she's interested to buy. and wanted to try on.

BUT there was a green lady(note: all the irritating ladies are in green) we sat on the only try-on set. and lounge there happily when she doesnt want to buy it.

after several loud hints and pointing ("there, its THAT chair lor) her butt is still stuck on the chair. blatantly.

-_- i hope your butt really got stuck after all the hard stares we gave u. i realised my sis have mastered the disdainful look rather well.

moral of the story: DO NOT go to ikea on sundays. full of rude, kiasu, inconsiderate singaporeans. too many of them cramped in a place can REALLY kill a shopping mood. and turn me into a evil, nasty, keep shooting killer stare person.

wheeeeee, moved 2 cartons of things back home. and moved my hall room furniture back to original hall look so auntie dun have to do it next time. shall move my things back bit by bit.

Posted by Jeannie at 8:48 AM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好
我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好
我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

假装 by Jolin.

the song tt never fails to tear my soul away.
the song tt got me through my darkest days.

do you have your song too?

Posted by Jeannie at 12:23 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

2 bear bears. hahah one from amanda and one from sweetie for my bday. =)


finally im bored enough to upload photos. hahaha this is the xmas deco in bugis TCC i liked.

nice xmas deco in bugis! =)
the 1st stop of the treasure hunt yingying and amanda designed for me! but afterwards i forget to take photos of the rest of the clues and stations. hahaha


present from yingying! a nice precious moments box.

inside are 7 pairs of button earrings, one for each day of the week, cuz she knows i love button earrings!

card from amanda, haha though she already gave me a present!!
The 2 pretty masterminds behind my 1 plus hour of treasure hunt ard bugis!





nice and crowded TCC at bugis.

our food!!


my mini cake and candle surprise with the bouquet of pigs! by the nice waitress.

my watch from junwei. surprised u remembered my exclaim when i saw it in the magazine. thank you!
had a wonderful bday. hahah thanks belatedly to everyone who smsed me!! i am loved. =)

Posted by Jeannie at 8:22 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

vulnerable at home.

seems like my home is not purged of my memories of you.

when im at home, my life seems like it unreal. like nothing ever changed.

its like im still with u, instead of him now.

tts y i like to stay in hall. full of him. his bag, his clothes, his picture.

at home, i cant. im alone. nothing physical to show my life. only my memories.

i dun like to be home.

i cant express what i want to say. and no, i do not miss you.

life just feels unreal at home.
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seems like everything is changing.

i dun like changes.

i dun like u moving out. it puts a chasm btwn us.

i feel alone.

like you're free, and im still in a cage.

in a cage, waiting for u to come visit.

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im lazy to upload photos abt everything. hahaha and still haven thank all the sweet ppl ard on my bday.

soon. i promise.

Posted by Jeannie at 1:40 AM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

been too lazy to blog abt birthday, xmas and new year.

waiting to go for lesson.

getting really tired of hall life.

i just want to be a phantom.

and i just want to study.

im sick and tired of feeling guilty.

and i know i am not going to sacrifice any extra time for comm work.

i just feel plain irritated everytime i feel guilty.

oh wells.

time for changes in life.

Posted by Jeannie at 11:36 AM