Tuesday, January 31, 2006
new yr seems boring this yr for some weird reason. hahaha just sitting ard in ppl's house and stone or watch tv... and i din communicate much with anyone cuz it seems tt the only thing ppl care to discuss with me is my fats. had to refrain from rolling my eyes the whole time and trying ultra hard not to retort rudely. the nearest i got to it was when this irritating uncle of mine exclaimed loudly tt i was fat and i just "yah" and walked away and he was like "eh i talk to u halfway u walk away" but i just ignored him and went to take a drink. GET A LIFE.
watched movie again just now with all my relatives on my mum's side, an ultra boring show which is pretty lame called "kungfu sweetheart".. haha poor doron was introduced to so many relatives i bet he has forgotten who is who by now.. haha sorry la darling.. at least u get extra hongbaos! haha...
kind of like the feeling of being home and interacting with my family. seriously will move back right now if not for the various responsibilities i have in hall still. dun wan to leave them in the lurch, esp when production is so near and SWOC needs ppl badly..
34 days to you leaving for shanghai. going to miss u badly. =(
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1:12 AM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
phew. 1st day of new yr and i already went to 5 places.. in less than 5 hours.. finally at home away from the hot weather and the killer heels..
hate new yr, not because its troublesome, but the relatives who are all insensitive and who thinks tt they are the tip top in fashion world AND act as if it will kill you if u have an ounce of fat tts showing on your body. and they loudly, and of cuz rudely proclaim u are blardy fat and ask u to go diet.
WAIT.
whos business is it tt i am like tt? MINE. and who decides whether i wan to diet? ME. and who decides wad clothes to wear on new yr? ME.
and its non of your stupid business whether my butt looks enormous in my skirt. and you know why? CUZ I LIKE IT AND I LIKE HOW IT EMPHASIZES MY BIG BUTT. and u cant control it.
same thing every yr, acting like they MUST MUST MUST comment on whether u are fat, or then some aunt will squeal:"oh my you are soooo slim this yr!!!" or "gosh who eat too much in hall is it?? sooo fat, go diet!!"
SHUT UP. like you are the world's official measurer of fats.
*fumes*
and if i'm fat, too bad, i like being fat. and i DO NOT CARE. and wun bother to diet because u say i should. and tt was wad i retorted smilingly to some rude loudmouth relative of mine just now.
evonn, i'm going to miss u when u are in thailand! haha thanx for being there for me last night... and for convincing me tt wads most impt is i like the way i look, and believe i look good in wad i wear.. *hugs*
why cant ppl look beyond the looks on new yr? new yr is for catching up and chatting and spending time together. not to comment on ppl's looks again and again and again. i still like my dad's side of the family better. though they still say i should slim down a little but at least they said it nicely and commented on the clothes being nice and how me and my sis finally look like pretty and young adults and lamented on having no camera. i was happy till tt last visit when ppl nv even notice marked difference yr after yr cuz why? why just like to comment on looks.
i'm fat and i like it. i'm ugly and i like it. i think i am beautiful. do you?
i know joan does. hahahaha...
tts the way ppl should feel.
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3:29 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
4RP bbq on monday night, which is rather weird cuz its like the 2nd day of new yr and no one is free. -_-
but its a rare chance to meet, so i'm in 2 minds abt it... cuz there are ppl there i dun wish to see. ok not tt i dun wish to see, but its an awkward situation. and speaking abt tt, i am fed up with YOU.
finally taking break from hall life, but nevertheless at the back of my mind i still worry abt the amt of things i have to do once cny is over... and i even have to interview my relatives for my module project during CNY for a 8 page essay. -_-
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11:13 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
the happy family!sorry cant go with both of u to thumper tonight.. haha though lesbian night sounds like fun! haha i am in serious lack of slp, my meeting ended at 3 last night and i have plenty of acivities again tonight! sorry la my 2 daddies...
hall activities winding me down pretty fast.. am thinking of either quitting hall to stay home or just going straight to NIE.. actually gg NIE sounds good to me.. by being in NUS now already cause me to incur alot of debts.. i think i am gg to spend the next 10 yrs paying back my sch fees myself! and my sis graduating next yr to go uni, oh my my parents are gg to be in debt too! tts why i wanted to take loan, so i can pay my sch fees myself next time so they wun be so stressful now.. ok dunnoe. am i gg to cut my options short and relieve everyone of financial stress and be a teacher all my life? or i'll just plough on and when my sis comes into uni she can only stay home, or my parents have to strive even harder to support both of us in uni?
crossroads.. haha all my life i have nv deterred from my path.. i think it is the natural course to go from pri sch to sec sch to jc then uni. no deviations, no gg poly(not tt i look down on them.. cuz doron cleverer than me =( hahaha) no retaining, no ite, and i MUST MUST MUST reach uni and study in uni. but is it really better? is there no second chances i can take in my life? if i go nie i may have wasted a yr.. but will it be worth tt yr? maybe i was wrong from the start to cast my life in such a mould.. could i have been better off doing some other things?
and to clarify, i do like teaching. i've been wanting to be a teacher right from the start. do i wan to do it all my life?
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3:09 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
taken on the LRT ride to bukit panjang to visit alex in cartel!!
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7:28 PM
*edited*
haha yay i love my new layout! thanx to my new daddy evonn!
me and my daddy number 2.
haha ok abit outdated la this photo cuz she still long hair..
but we went out today and took many new pics so have to wait for her to send me 1st!
well.. hall life is rather happening. haha newest event is our hall DnD bash in Ministry of Sound. Nice place, though all of us non-clubbers just sat ard and shouted conversation to each other. pics have to wait for meiqiang to send though!
so, the only event tt has pics is my 1st attempt at painting a room! haha cuz the blk d lounge was way too ugly and bare... so dee-blockers blk comm got together one day and transformed our lounge!
haha yup all of us painting.. at 1st the green was rather hideous looking, but the inished product was great!
now whoever dirties it will be smacked by all blk comm members. haha...
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1:26 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
er. hahaha so long since i last posted? well now a new sem has started la. i think no one read my poor cobwebby blog le. so i shall change a new blog skin! hahaha then i start blogging.
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9:46 AM
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